Hey Life, Listen...!!

Oh, My life. Once i said you that if Memories wouldn't take the ambrosia, indeed that tumor will never penetrate to the soul.. I'm not deserving that manna because it is a food for goddess and for true soul.. The language of my soul is eccentric. Oh my life, may be you can't realize that.. in this instant, now there are no memories that are hunting and  dragging me to the intoxication...I know that I'm really missing something, but I'm not feeling the void. May be its beyond the limit of intoxication and I'm not normal... Any how, don't leave the hope and you can expect  a return... But never force me if i'm in.. please let me be...