Hey Life, Listen...!!

Oh, My life. Once i said you that if Memories wouldn't take the ambrosia, indeed that tumor will never penetrate to the soul.. I'm not deserving that manna because it is a food for goddess and for true soul.. The language of my soul is eccentric. Oh my life, may be you can't realize that.. in this instant, now there are no memories that are hunting and  dragging me to the intoxication...I know that I'm really missing something, but I'm not feeling the void. May be its beyond the limit of intoxication and I'm not normal... Any how, don't leave the hope and you can expect  a return... But never force me if i'm in.. please let me be...

My Dreams Emerging In HCU..!

                            I want to talk a lot, share a lot................ Just listen to me if you have enough time..... Recently I'm realizing how much I'm changing. The starting of 19th age, first time I moved out of home to study in Hyderabad central university. Really this is quite a new world for me. Mixture of different cultures, different languages, hostel life... Even in all this crowd I can still listen my dear mother tongue Malayalam :-P still missing my Kerala and my Puthur Pallikkal.
                        This university is really awesome. The freedom and the ambiance. By finishing my twelfth I had lot of dreams to be a great physicist :-P.. From the zenith of that dream I took admission in Bsc.Physics at Govt. Arts and Science college Calicut. We call it as Arts college. Missing my sweet friends and the great physics department. The physics dept. of Arts college is really great. I just started to love physics than my dreams. But I didn't do any extra work on any physics books. What ever they taught in class rooms, that was my Physics. Still I love it..
                       Finally Anjana Ashok  introduced  me, the great HCU. And we both applied for the entrance exam,at that time nothing was there in my mind, just applied and wrote the exam. Fortunately or unfortunately I got admission not in physics but in mathematics. :(  Finally I decided to join this integrated five year course by keeping my dreams some were close, consoling myself that Mathematics is the language of Physics... And the fact that I could complete my post-graduation also within five years reinforced my decision to join. Or else  i might have to struggle to complete the course by maintaining my relationship status as single. :) But still have a hope that, I will change to physics by the end of 4th semester. still 2 more semesters left.
                   While laying on my bed in the hostel, most of the time I think like, I didn't even imagine that I'd move out of home for studies, but now I'm far away from my dear mother, father, brother, sisters. Still amidst the pain of missing of home. I like HCU a lot. And the things which i like most in this university is riding my cycle through the way to mushroom rock from the small gate all alone. And sitting on the rock in buffalo lake with Sheethal N S ......  And hope the dreams which I had and what I created here will blossom at least at the end of these 5 year :)

                         

Fate, the error in my measurement 

                     I believed that for each and every thing in life i was practical, with an absolute care i did every thing. Finally i realized that we can't predict our life, it is out of control, the practical experiment which i was completed in my mind will not be same in the practical record of life. Fate is the twist and it may result in a 100% error from our calculated data of life.

                      My life (note average of life but  d(19th age)/dt)   taught me that don't be practical in life. Things can change. Do entrust in twist and live in the present....

                      Nothing is perfect, at the same time every thing is relative in this universe. So my concept can't be generalized. Now that it is proven in my life, i can obey...
                      Dear readers, now it is you turn...